Out of the tens of companies I've applied to, only 3 have actually given me responses... 2 of those were rejections. There's some interest from this new response, but it's a company that will force me to relocate to another town 2 hours away, and I don't really want to... ...but am I just being picky? Should I just go for it, because a possible job is better than no job at all? I have a support structure in family that will ensure I don't starve even if I don't have a job, but unemployment and not pulling my own financial weight is doing a number on my mental health and self-esteem. Feeling so down and confused. Putting off replying the company who responded to me, because in some stupid way, I'm scared they they will want to hire me.... I feel so stupid... but I hope you have a good day. love, Kai